- mindspace -: May 2011

Monday, May 23, 2011

after hours of downloading and patching... At last... STARCRAFT!!! Warm up till i get new PC for SC2!

ahaha...

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

pixelpipe blog posts

i've just noticed that all my blog posts with pics, will have the wordings repeated after each pic... Damn this is irritating... It's an issue with Pixelpipe because all my blog posts are done on my Nokia phone...

damnit!

Monday, May 16, 2011

badminton kaki !

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Molome for Nokia's phones...

at last, there's a photo app for Nokia phones which is zble to create those artsy-fartsy Lomo-like pics...

I've been using it for a few days now, yes the pics are ok... but can't use the Nokia N8's full resolution... Software is a little buggy, i've reinstalled 4 times now...the Molome website is not user friendly... I have no idea how to 'follow' someone...

overall, i still love this app... And I can now show my iPhone using friends that the Nokia N8 can do it too :)

Molome for Nokia's phones...

Jalan Jalan Makan Makan : El Cerdo @ Changkat Bukit Bintang

Monday, May 9, 2011

A Matter Pertaining The Fragile State of The Heart

Artist consumed it and drew endless beautiful paintings, poets were inspired by it and penned heart-moving poems, musicians infected by it created timeless love songs...

Some call it love, some call it a miracle, some call it an endless affection one can feel... But no matter how perfect the relationship between the hearts is, there's always a little something that will conjure the darkest character in someone...

and everything that has happened doesnt seem to matter, whether it's the best moments that have passed, the happiest experience in the present time, or the fairytale promises made for the future. None of that seems to matter...

I guess the obstacles in searching for The One is not about finding the perfect partner whom you think you can love forever... But it's to find the perfect emotional balance in a relationship... This is where feelings are involved... A delicate thing where you use the heart to do the thinking and making decisions...

And the culprit has always been Trust, Hope, Understanding and Forgiveness ... The problem is ... These four values are not measureable... And it's the most difficult thing to prove...

i guess if there's an easy way to go around that, we wont be getting in and out of love as if it's a seasonal change of clothes...

but I do believe in people wanting to paint their own masterpiece, to write their own collection of poetry and to sing their own love-filled melodies...

it's just not that easy, and the only thing to do is to not give up till you've reached the very end... But then again, you might still find a little sparkle somewhere that'll build the courage and confidence you need to continue fighting this little battle called love...

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Work Hard, Play Harder

lately there's one quote that keeps repeating itself in my mind... Work Hard, Play Harder ... Initially it was a godsend, meaning that I get to work my ass off doing some I didnt expect doing 2 years ago... And play hard every night whenever someone asks me to go for drinks... Most nights i'll come home drunk. Not something that i'm proud of but i somehow felt that I needed it.

Is it worth it? At this point I'm not sure... At some point i felt like I'm overworked... But at times I felt that I didnt contribute enough... Maybe it's because of me wanting the experience that I'm hungry to seek and at the same time I do not have the necessary skills in doing my job well ...

all i know is that, the more i see the people around me, the more i feel that I've not lived enough... Some inspires me to live my life... Some creates the fear of becoming like them... Souless and binded to this wretched thing called WORK.

So, if you ask me, life has always been a roller coaster ride for me... And as a passenger in this unpredictable ride, I'm sometimes showered with good times that i would love to repeat.. But also damned with the curse of not knowing what to do next...

As I always say, if life is a straight line without the ups and downs, where's the fun in it all???

there's a chinese proverb which goes something like this 'take the next step as and when you see one' ... Ponder upon that....

Monday, May 2, 2011

random : 1st May 2011 - Thor , tgif ,e@Curve

Sunday, May 1, 2011

April 2011 : friends + drinks